Missing

I intended to continue writing through the previous post, but am feeling a little blue right now.

I'm letting the mind wander again, which hasn't been good, in the past. I'm feeling that I miss Monica. What's funny is that now, I don't care to call her my wife, nor Monica. It has since been shortened to just the letter "M".

I was doing the laundry in between posts, and it just kinda hit. I logged on to facebook, which I haven't done in a couple months now, and went to her page. I looked through her pics and saw the old pics on there, as well as some of our wedding pics that were still there. It made me sad.

I've been going back and forth about nuking my account, and I think I'm gonna restrict it, so sorry if you're unable to see certain things on my site. I really intended to nuke it, but I don't want to kill it just yet. There are some people that I want to keep in touch with, that I just met. Yeah, I know there are other avenues to meet and keep in touch with people, and will get to that point later.

This just kinda sucks ya know?